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new clothess finally! hahaha. :D
Friday, October 16, 200910/16/2009 04:49:00 AM
Been thinking about how I would begin tonight's entry.
Figured I'd start with yesterday's series of events. So I was supposed to work the 5-11 shift but I ditched cause mommy, aunty and I were gonna go see maddy's mom. Mommy told me she and aunty could find their way but it just didn't feel right. Ohhh pluss, in the end she was soooo supportive to me ditching work. If only she reacted the same way towards school eh? hahahaha Anyway, I wanted to see them all- maddy, her mom and her dad. The space was still there between us. I don't even know what I did wrong. I've been talking to a lot of people about it. I just don't know what to do about it anymore. So I'm gonna do nothing. Just in case I mess things up further. Don't even know what I did in the first place. So thennn, we came back here and mommy, aunty and uncle drove in to JB. I met up with Peggy and accompanied her to dinner cause she was hungry. Then we went on with the night's schedule cept that we switched clubs. See, we were gonna go to Butterfactory but the queue was just insane so we switched to Rebel. Good night though. Planned to stay till 2.15am (I wanted to stay till the club closed but oh well, Ron and I negotiated. hahaha) but uh, Peggy got a little wasted. WOMAN YOU DID! hahahahahaha. Soooo she went back to Ron's place. This guy Jason that was with us met up with some friends I think. And I went to meet an old friend. Douglas. heh. Got a free ride home :D hahahahahaha. Came back, showered, crashed. hahaha. :) Woke up at almost 3pm today. And I didn't go to work again. Spent the day with mommy. After all, all I got left with her is till this Saturday. So yeah. God knows how long it'll be till I see her next. She says she'll come back every month. That's what SHE says. I honestly doubt it but we'll see. Brother dropped the little love of my life over. hahaha. Galvin. The three of us went to Orchard. Mommy wanted to get me something so I figured the sneaker boots but I couldn't find the damn shop! So instead she bought me some stuff from Cotton On and Forever 21. :D YEAHHH BABYY! LOL. Ohh, and the timetable for next semester's out. :D I don't have school on Tuesday and Friday! :D But but but, the rest of the days are pretty wacked. It's aight, hahahahaha, the two off days make up for it I guess. Omg, it's 5am and mommy's waking me up at 9.30am later. I'm gonna help her cook! hahahaha. :D Ohh, and I spoke to Ryan today. :) God, I hope he comes soon. I need him. And you, I need you too. Take some time, clear the thoughts in your head. I understand what you're going through. Word of advice though, don't merge everything together. Keep them seperate. That's how I do it. Otherwise, I think I'd be dead. Hope you know what I mean though. Hope everything's okay. And maddy, take care of yourself. I don't know what's the problem and I can't figure it out. Okay, I have a hunch but I don't know. It's crazy. But yeah, I'm always here for you. Please stop being so cold towards me. I may not be there physically 24/7 but I'm here always. One call or text away. That's all you gotta do, call or text and YOU KNOW I'd come running on bare feet if I have to. Sigh. And mommy's leaving monday night. I'd come back on Sunday, by evening. I'm gonna be a mess. All I can hope for is to not be alone. I hate it when she comes cause she's always gonna have to leave. 5.04am. I should sleep. I'll try. haha. Good night. |
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