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Friday, October 23, 200910/23/2009 03:44:00 AM
Two different worlds, two different people, two seperate lives. How can two so different fit into one and live in a tie? I suppose now I'd never know the answer to that question. You think it can never happen, I think, nothing's ever impossible. What's been said and done, on my side at least, I never got to hear your side of the story, I never will know how you really feel Though, it's kinda obvious right? Yeah, I'm finally getting it. You played hot and cold with me time and time, Some days were great and the others not worth a dime, Though I'd say, you were worth my time, Because to me, you really was worth more than a dime. Guess I'll let go now, that's what you want innit? I'd move on, party and drink whiskey, Maybe I'd finally meet someone who'd get me. Am I that hard to understand really? Fuck this shit, fuck that mess, My life's already complicated enough without this hanging outta my ass. But a friend you would always be, That's how we started and perhaps that how we'd only be. No hard feelings though, though yes, I'm a little pissed. But heck, I'd cool down, I don't reckon I'd ever wanna speak bout this. We could hang, jam, drink and maybe club. But we gotta wait till you're old enough. HAHAHAHAHAHA. :P I just HAD to be an ass. I just got home from partying with Peggy. haha. :) There was this girl in the club who was pissed ass drunkkkkkk. hahahaha. She fell flat on her ass and face AT LEAST five times. I lost count after that. hahahaha. Told her friend to give her lemon or something. She said the drunk girl didn't want any. Oh well. hahahaha. Partying again tomorrow. It's my way of loosening up and letting go of all the stress. haha :D Ohh, so school was like 9-6 today but the lecturer let us off at 5. Awesome or whattt. hahaha. :D Bumped into Cynthia while walking back. That woman FORCED me to sing. And so I did, a little sample so she'd finally stop bugging me. hahahaa. My weekend has officially started. I sooo loveeee that I don't have school on Tuesdays and Fridays. :D Like okay, the other three days ARE A BITCH cause they're longggg and I end late. BUTTTTT, it's like I go to school only three days a week, and I've got four days off! :D Why'd you have to fall for me? I told you NOT TO and you told me the same thing. YOU KNOW about Ryan, you heard me babbling on and on and on about him. Yet, last night, here, you made a move on me. Why my new guy best friend. WHYYYY? I don't wanna hurt you. But I'm not going to choose you. You know how I feel about him. And my dear Ryan, it's retarded how I bother blogging about you when you don't KNOW my blog address. I guess, it's just to babble. hahahaha. But yes, GET YOU GET YOUR BOSS TO GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE QUICK!? I want the pizza and beer with you. hahaha. :D I look at EVERY guy and I want none of them. None but you. See, I told you I could wait. hahahaha. It just struck me that if Ryan were to google my name, my blog address would appear. So, there's a 50% chance that he MAY know my blog address. He doesn't know I blog though, I think. OH YA! His internet in cancelled! :D hahahahahaha. Peggy, next time we go partying and IT'S JUST THE TWO OF US, please don't wear shoes that'll kill your feet can? I wanna dance till we get chased out. :D Or at least till the music stops. haha. Aightttt, it's like 4am. Give it two more hours and I would've been up and active for the past 24 hours. hahahaha. I'm gonna sleep. OHH, I'm gonna cook spaghetti tomorrowwww. :) For Peggy and myself. I hate eating alone at home. It's bad enough it's empty. Maddy, I'm still here. And I'd say one thing though, to you. You said you didn't wanna hurt me. All this time, I have been hurting. I just never showed it. I guess things are better this way. Wish you could talk to me straight in the face though. If you're worried I'd breakdown, chill, I'm stronger than that, I'm tough. :) |
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